2025-04-24 Journal Entry

I feel like I’m just incapable of making this decision right now. I’m trying to figure out what to do next right now, and it’s sorta just eating me alive. I don’t really know why it’s so hard, but what I’m trying to figure out is where to spend my time after I leave here.

Okay several hours have gone by since I wrote that, and I think I’m just back at my default position – walking the Camino. That still sounds like so much fun, and my whole thing about needing to learn Spanish before I go is pretty dumb, and besides, if I really want to meet the locals, I can always do it again! Life is short, but life can also be long. These things aren’t one-and-done.

And so anyways, now I need to plan that, but I’ll do that once I actually have some Internet service again. The guy is currently here, and I’m just killing some time for a little while here. There’s a mysterious second guy walking up with my service technician, although